I missed Tony a lot today. So many times I wanted to tell him something and then remember. So many times I found something that he would enjoy and then remember.
Tonight's KidStuf was dedicated to Tony. It was really nice. My sister, Katie, sat in the back with me. We cried together. We had a box of Kleenex. I started to pull out my phone so I could video something to show Tony later. Then I remembered. Tonight hurt...physically. I chose to have joy though by hanging with the little ones. I got to see my niece, Gianna, and get lots of hugs. I got to do knuckles with Emery. Then I filmed a commercial with my high school girls. JOY